I have questions about God
Doubt is not the opposite of faith, and questions are not a sign that something has gone wrong. Scripture is full of people asking God difficult things to his face, and it records their questions rather than tidying them away.
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That they should seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us:
Acts 17:27KJV
Paul, to a city full of people who had not made their minds up.
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Questions About God
Room to explore who God is, who Jesus is, and what Christianity actually teaches, without having to pretend you are already convinced.